Roundabout Apology
I'm a horrible sister. I'm insensitive. I'm mean. I go ballistic if I get too hungry. I treat you like dirt. I look down on your accomplishments. I can't keep a lid on my temper. I have a hard time saying sorry. I give mean looks even if I don't intend to. I say words and things that I don't mean when I get angry. I'm too horrible to be loved. Yet you still do. Maybe you have no choice. Maybe you made the choice. I'm embarrassed and humbled but also hopeful that I can change for the better. Because You inspire me.
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come hold me now
hold me close
say goodbye
feel the word
for this is it
it is now.
Hay, this is exactly how I feel -- kaya lang If I were the one who wrote this, hindi lang siya limited sa 'I am a horrible sister' sentiment, dapat kasali yung 'I am a horrible daughter', 'I am a horrible niece', 'I am a horrible granddaughter', 'I am a horrible friend', and what have you -- needless, to say, I am a horrible person.
There are just so many things going on in my life right now that merit from me such unwanted hostility against those around me. Life sure is a challenge, always.
your words seems like deja vu for me.. nagalit din ako sa isa kong friend.. i backbited a lot.. and i got all irrational .. pero ngaun k na kami.. i haven't really said sorry yet.. pero, one day kaya na natin sabihin un pag sapat na ung lakas ng loob diva?? ciao girlie.. God bless
kaya mo yan.... you can, mahirap lang talaga yung first step
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